A Life, For Granted?

Warmth…but essentials are taken for granted…a crippled heart…
A face or phase associated with some unpleasantries…Jumping up and down for joy for the grayest of perks and presents?...I wonder how I became…I cannot move…
I am chained…my world is far away…and I am left alone…under the warm rain…where my tears are preferably left unseen.